When I first decided to do it I became so nervous, that I completely forgot how to move. Hands instantly became sweaty, heart was beating wildly, stomach cramps started. It happened in metro. The girl was chatting with 3 her friends in front of me, while I still didn't have guts to do it. Soon she noticed that I look at her too often, she started drawing her friends' attention — "you know why she is staring at me?" I did not dare to approach and talk to her within 15 minutes, justifying myself, I did not want her friends to hear me, there were a lot of people around. I wrote a note ("I really liked you, call me if you want") and passed it to her. She expressed enmity and contemptuous surprise at my act. I was so worried that I immediately turned around and walked out of the car (I purposely waited for my station to get out as soon as I would give the note). I felt like a freak, who is forced to hide their ugliness, but occasionally one still sees their true face.
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