svtk 04.03.2013 11:05 °°@_

I am severely depressed 27 year old gay man. Ever since I was little, even 6 or 7, I was planning on killing myself. throughout my 20s, I was pretty sure I would not live to see 30 so I lived like it.
Starting in college, I would have sex at a bath house until I pass out, then do some crystal meth, have more sex, pass out, do...rinse and repeat for an entire week. Amazingly, worse thing I got was herpes, hep, no HIV, thankfully.
So I did meth for a while, but then went to rehab, kicked that habit at 22, but still sex addict (Grindr, Jack'd, Scruff, Craigslist, etc). Never had a boyfriend.

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